Or for a thousand reasons

To say the week has been busy is simply an understatement, it was eventful, in whatever contexts.

Everyday was quizzical, giving my best efforts to decipher people's expressions / the way they talk / they way the treat the world & it has become pretty taxing on this weak mind of mine. For youS who don't know, much mind training is needed on my part. So you wana show your frustration, do not direct it my way because I..
Pardon me for that, I don't quite know how to channel it all out. Should've taken that Dip in Psychology, to curb that convenience of launching the thinktoomuch mood.

Maybe it was all due to the lack of the very essential sleep, that resulted in the notsogood moods.
Maybe it was my wrong, but I don't see how.
Maybe it was the miscommunications, the wrong body languages that are sending all the wrong signals.
Maybe you just needed some space and I've been inching in too much.
Maybe I should just feign ignorance from now on.
Maybe, just maybe, I'm wrong when I thought I knew you afterall.
Beautiful letdown?
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Negativities aside, huge relief. I am finally exposed which means no more discrecy for me & you. Now it's all about going with the flow while holding on strong, something I have faith in won't fail so easily. No one said it's gonna be easy, but no one said it's gonna be tough either. Besides, I gotta thank you for that pretty newnavy :D I really want this to workkkkkkk, so I hope for no more colours to appear e.g. brown or red or blue or green.

Trust me when I say all good things happen at / from Vivo. Say..
I got my first ever box of Mini Cheezels ( so what? )
met up with the odac-er VAL
bus trip home was power
all these despite missing out on the frozen fixation - b&j. owell, there's always next time. hokeh nospillage gang?

May it be a very nice night to every you, time to rest my eyes from very much outta sight outta mind stints. Neurotic, I seeeeeeeeeeeee.

Even when I get there, I'll still need you everywhere.