Or for a thousand reasons

as im drinking my cuppa water, having eaten a mini cornetto and kitkat chunky(heh my snacks), i cant help but to give a thought for life. stella are you mad? ok, to clarify this im gonna drag deryck into this entry. i know that you're gonna be pissed, angry, humiliated whatever. hmmm im seriously mad. past few nights there have been rough patches between the both of us but seems like nothing could be done and we both fgo to sleep with a grumpy face? aww that's bothering me like HELL MAN. not to mention the past and hello, i need mental strength? my tolerance level is high but, well, sometimes you just have to hang back and relax aight? things are different dude. can you somehow sense it? and to you im always that one with the bad temper and the ever-so-short fuse yet all i can say is, it's hard to find someone who could tolerate your hot temper and attitude problems, and i've found you. so i hope everything could be resolved and all, i love you my hot guy!

okay thats all for today. let me concentrate on my snacks..ymmm pizza toppe with mushrooms maybe? :)