Or for a thousand reasons

spent my day off at home, which is actually today. i miss my guy so much but he's sleeping at home after his trng. poor slacker he is, sounded so jaded. like being enclosed in a huge cube of jade. haha! im lame. yea whatever la you freak. yes YOU are the freak. you you you.

i tidied up my room today, folded all those stuffs that are not supposed to be seen and threw away all un-needed items. how did i become like that? well i dorno myself very well. dad was like HUH YOUR ROOM SO CLEAN AH. what to do? i spotted trails of ants already ol'daddy.

&supposedly i was to jog. KACHINGBOAM came the thunder. apparently it was goin to rain i swear! but no rain came down. aye ya anyway i cant run anymore like one yr ago cus even my 50yr-old ol' ol' ol' father could run much faster than me now. oh im so ashamed, the feeling of inferiority so overwhelming. ok it's just my drama stint again. &i wanted to do crunches. i did la, but my guy says i cant. he just loves my soft and boing boing tummy so much. im just like fiona, just that my boing boing is slightly lower HAHA!

and i dorno wth has happened to my niece la. that 10 yr old lil girl. nono she ain't lil anymore. first her msn nick was - hihiihateu! cozniyizhishuowoidiotic!ok?dunsayidioticanymore! & she's changed to - oO....are you my friendzzzzzzzzzzzhehe...dun tell me you are not my friend and is monster!O.o(hiihateyou?). i won't be too surprised if she comes to my house tmr and say - hihi i hate you xiaoyi(youngest aunt) cus you never give me chocolate to eat (with the cutest expression acted out) or yo mama how are your bitches gettin on? of course mama refers to her mum who is my eldest sis &bitches are equivalent to the two female dogs that my sis owns. i guess tmr i shall just play with the bitches, no the dogs, and pretend that i dont have a niece that crazy. hello SHE'S ONLY TEN. when i was at that age i was only slpin in class and speaking decent language like Good Morning Teacher, can i go to the toilet. not crazy at all lor! i guess in the future my kids would just go HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA all the way in their MSN title.

work resumes tmr. no more menses cramp pls im praying so hard &hope the klutz in me won't be acting again. they say im so blur nowadays. nono nowsaday. no more swopping or rings, no more mistakes. speaking of it all, i had a conversation with a lady who's based in germany now with her husband &her son , 5, is so handsome! named Matius i guess. she's was talking about how it'd be much cheaper to backpack to germany. i was thinking why not actually. okay that shall be scheduled near the end of this yr? or end of june. haha i need the funds and the green light la. yes yes Germany is sucha beautiful country.

let's go shopping my guy. i need clothes. &you made me so addicted to Su Doku.