Or for a thousand reasons

well well well, WELL. (that colgate-endorsed stint again, imagine!)

went for the audtion ytd && though it totally rocked and wrecked my nerves despite being donkey/monkey distance behind in the queue, i didnt get to even register myself in the contest. ya lor what a downer right. there were far far far too many ppl there and rough estimation would be like 50% of the female population. i got my number tag though, after queueing for 3 hours.















and the form! i find myself laughing at myself. it was filled up on the spot la.












HOLY the ppl told me to come back at 4pm when issuing my number tag. but i couldnt find a replacement for work, so i gave up. tried to offer the opportunity to ppl but they didnt want. anna! my sister! was to go for another round of audition today but was totally shagged and i slapped myself back onto the bed. ahh, the warmth of it. heh. besides Superstar doesnt benefit me in anyway so why waste my time when i kno i won't get in. thanks ppl for the support! for now, it'll jus be KBox and KBox.

ate alot of junk food recently & i feel unhealthy, sth like fats piling up. yea girls get that? how fair uh. but i still miss supper after trng with ys gerlin & shirley :) :) :) yes & as far as i hate growing fat, i love food more.

floorball camp is coming up, and the IVP games. anticipation does no good to me you see. i wana go Sentosa to tan my fair-like-blabbery-beach-whale body. in more ways than one, mum's funny. she called me Nutella when she handed me my pocket money. she went like Nah, stella to Nah-tella then finally Nutella. AND MORE AND MORE. wha.

goin bonkers means goin crazy?