Or for a thousand reasons

how i wish i could do sth to everything.
like a solution to each prob.
you know.
i miss that feeling, of being in love.
to love, be loved.
you were someone whom i wanted to settle down with.
but as fate twists, your character, you mindset has hurt me so much.
too much.
i've tried so hard..so hard, but you never saw.
when i look back in the future, yes, i might regret.
but who's gonna embrace my fall for me.
all these times, i've been tellin myself
BRACE YOURSELF, STELLA.
but it's no help at all.
zilch.


so why am i suppose to hold on, when i playin this duet all by myself.