987 Countdown'07 !

Whoa, last day of 2007. No particular feeling ( yay? ), maybe a little melancholy. Im not a person who will do reflections at the end of the year and Im afraid to open up, but I feel 2007 oughta be credited. Haha, and I can safely say it wasn't sucha good year afterall.

2007 was a year of ups & downs. Yes, like what it is commonly said it's a huuuuuuuuuuge rollercoaster. I've had my fair share of them, just like you did. I remember the moments when I felt that my life was complete and I was contented but good things don't last, it came as quickly as it went away. And when I was down down and downnnnnnn, I realised that im actually fighting alone. It's almost like being in a human jam - helpless, while having the urge to break out of it all and of course, facing deterrence. Guess what, we all emerge as fighters.

2007 was a year of lost & found. You don't need alot of friends, just a bunch that will age beautifully with you. I lost those that makes me question myself but I found alot of friends who appreciate and have stuck with me through thicks/thins, providing me valuable criticisms, guidance and strength. Methinks it's sufficient, and the idea that we make each other happy is brighter than anything else =)

2007 was a year of give & take, on the general. I always thought that you can take as much as you give, in the case of reciprocation. But ultimately the chord is struck - the more I give, the lesser I get, the deeper I fell. Maybe I couldn't sense what's given to me, or maybe Im just too demanding. No matter what, a little restrain would work for the better, I hope. Who loves being the only one who keeps trying? Too much of a good aint good. I think it hit hard on me, cus Im easily committed but you cant change me cus Im not easily changed too. Maybe striking a balance would be good! Heh. Don't worry, you'll see less of me.

2007 was a year of tears & joy. I can safely say it was the most emotional year for me, never had so much laughter or tears up till now. Owell, life's a bitch sometimes and shit gets thrown your way, be it solid/semi-solid/liquid. Not to forget, the huge eyebags after a huge cryfest sucks, and makes me look like some ghoul. Okay i will laugh more in 2008, just keep tryin & tryin. Haha lemme start now. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

And 2007 is the record for the longest time I've blogged. I've been typing for 2 hours! Owell. Haha summing it up, lessons were learnt the hard way and I saw through lotsa things. Next step is to get all negative things out and! must learn to chill like nothing is really important. Heh. Believe it or not, I feel much better after letting it all out. Awww, I shall have a good eve's dinner and head to bed without any thoughts. Great?

Cheers to the new year, a new you! =)